Throw Down

Maybe it's because I haven't gotten my dose of endorphins and I feel really bloated or that academic pressures is piling in. The reason why I resort to procrastination even though it doesn't help at all still remains a mystery.

I guess you hit me in a bad time.

I have come to realize my pet peeve/flaw. I don't like it when people go beyond your limit of joking around. It comes to a point where you just have to say stop but if it continues, I can't stand it. There are times when you are in the mood and when you aren't. I also really hate it when the teaser becomes teased but eventually doesn't like the taste of his/her own fucking medicine.

Another thing, the last thing that I want to be known is to be a doormat where everyone can get trampled on. So maybe it's a wakeup call in disguise that I should really change my ways.

PS: Yes, if you haven't noticed, I'm in a bad mood right now. Thanks to some asshole who's failed hostage stunt will probably affect the tourism industry of this country. I really don't know why he did that. Great plan, did he really think he'll get his job back after it all? So in that case, this unexpected breaking news and depressing weather fuses an excuse for a mental implosion.

PPS: If you're in a depressed state, study philosophy. Reading about man's need for transcendence with I Am the Movie in the background (classic album btw from Motion City Soundtrack. Not too angsty for one's depressed state to descend in a deeper state but the catchy, pop-rock tunes might spark a bit of optimism. )