Thank you sleep, that was all I needed.
The jog today didn't give me the runner's high I wanted.
Afterwards, instead of feeling the serotonin, I felt sort of bland - the feeling were you just wanted to push everything aside and not think about it anymore. Maybe it was the overwhelming sensation or the lack of self-esteem, but the feeling felt like my mind had shut down temporarily. A Stresstab pill, four slices of pizza and a kwento session later, nothing distracted me from this negativity.
This was the first time I felt de-motivated to do anything anymore - usually, I take everything with a hands-on drive but this time, I just felt blah.
I figured that nothing productive would come out of me if this kind of pessimism would continue, so I dived into the covers and slept like a disgruntled baby.
Now it's almost six in the morning and am trying make up for the lost time.
And now I'm back in the game.
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